12/07/18

~ =Sum(J1:J12) ~

sumpah gue kaget barusan ini buka blog, daaaaaaaan entry 2018 belom ada konten sama sekali.
padahal udah bulan Juli.
egile. kemana aja coba gue selama 7 bulan belakangan ini??????

flash back dulu deh..
jadi gini...
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nungguin ya? 

ok, yuk, mulai dengan sum up tahun lalu.
di blog terakhir gue, yg gue update di bulan Desember 2017, I've told you that I lost my appetite, ya kan?

actually 2017 was incredible, really. but then it was incredibly shit year after all.
well, actually I had some unforgettable moments sih..but turned blue eventually.

basically I had fun, I started some new things that made me super 'n skillful.

first of all, I added dancing to my hobby list, and I really enjoy dancing until now. it makes me sweat in such a fun way and makes me smile quite often, and yet it connects me to one another, widen my networking and relationship. I don't want to stop dancing since then.

after that, I added up cooking, I don't know why should be cooking? ...perhaps because I'm a food lover... and didn't even know how to cook back then, it just happened. I began it with simple recipe. I love cooking. it stimulates my creativity. I don't wanna stop cooking too.

and last, I started to meditate through Yoga. quite refreshing yet calm and mindful. it's like doing several things altogether. I do some exercises too.

for those three, I THANK GOD!
and anyway, I got my master degree at last :")
this one I couldn't be proud more :")

however, shit happened.

there's old saying goes, "to get some, sometimes, you need to lose some."

this part I hate.

I had to sacrifice my job that I thought the last one I had would cover things up....but, shit, things didn't went well as I expected.

I needed to struggle for months to cover things up. stressed & tired up my mind.

all alone by myself.

but that's life, c'est la vie.
sometimes you're up, sometimes you're down under and stomped.

Jo, Tired-AF.